c0mments! I've been to queensway yesterday to get our BAND TEE!!!! woooo! and i saw the pedal that i wanna get there so i tink i'll go there to get it ba... (:

I realise i can live without you... c0mments! wa....... Today is a day where i break down... First i was late for school and that person held me up till 8 o clock before i could go for class... Was dying in class... dunno because i too tired or wat... cant seem to concentrate... haish then i'm currently struggling with my literature hmwk later still need do A maths and study for chinese test... argh

Life is full of ups and downs... if u tink that you're already at the bottom... THINK AGAIN...

dreadful c0mments! Haiz... Its so tiring this few days.I have a literature hmwk that has yet to be complete,100 chengyu to memorise and some A maths questions that i am struggling... ARGH! Y is sec 3 life so tiring? everyday oso ends at 2.30...  ):

Jia Jing FTW!!! c0mments! I hereby announce that jiajing is in rebirth... His voice is gayish but nice... LOL... ok, i'm quite happy with my cassis already... Its getting beta!!!! (: i wanna learn the intro but its damn difficult... guess i'll jus keep practising ba... (:

要就赶紧死,不然就精彩的活着... c0mments! I'm damn tired after the day in school... freaking tiring la... npcc's pt didnt get this tiring and this is the first time i felt so tired... my hands are trembling now... and i still got bio hmwks to do... i'm quite satisfied with my test results... 16/20 for eng and 37/50 for chi... hope this continues since it is the first time i get so high for a test eh... wahhaha

I'm clear of what i'm gonna do now... (: gonna jam tomoro... woohoo! (:

c0mments! Officially Missing You
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I’m officially missin’ you

forgetting sadness... c0mments! Today is a brand new start! I was so happy that we did not have lessons for the last 3 hours of school cos teacher not here... WAHAHAHA! was crapping with samantha,yumin and yun ning for the whole lesson until assembly! (:
Nv thought that it will be easy and it isn't but no matter what...but i will do so...

Special Day... c0mments! Today is a special day since today is my birthday and the start/end of some things la... (: Okie... i had a great day at school... since the whole sec 3 squad did a happy birthday pumping for me and my brother imran gave me a surprise that i already know part of it... But still, i'm really very touched la.... (: I love that guitar man! dun really dare touch it cos i scared later i damage it... >.<
i dowanna write it here but i jus wanna say... 我们就像海鸟跟鱼相爱... 不管怎么努力都无法进入对方的世界里...

以前的一句话是我们的伤口... c0mments! Its been quite a long time since i posted... cos i didnt really know if you'll ever come to this site but with my understanding of you, most probably you wont even bother to come la... so yea... (: I've been thru alot last week and had no one to really talk to but i'm fine now... i wrote tomoro is the deadline and i really hope u got the message... cos if nothing takes place tomoro... its really going to expire... i'm really tired and sick of all this... You told me to enjoy tomoro but how on earth am i able to enjoy it when the wound  has yet to recover? I really dunno how to put it into words la... To me, you are my everything but to you, i may jus be nothing...

Nothing i do please you... c0mments! i made the wrong choice... the wrong choice of telling you the truth. Maybe truth is more hurtful than the lie ba... Yes... i can tell that you're angry with me... U said thanks for not telling you on your b'dae... and u told me tat i dun have to reply to that... well... i want to reply to that,but i dunno how to cos that sentence itself tells me that i am only a distraction to your studies and nothing at all... yes... exactly... thats what i feel too... thats what i think about myself too... I know... knowing me is just your misfortune...

stupid idiot... c0mments! Are you dumb or are you stupid? One full meal a day... you think u wonderwoman ah? Somemore your cca is those train till crazy type... u tink thats a good way to lose weight izzit? I know you're trying to lose weight( you're not fat at all la please...), but can u lose weight in a more healthy way? Stop making ppl worry, now u say u headache,later say u tired.., What you wan? O.o I dun wanna care anymore la.... >.<

Take care of yourself can? c0mments! i keep seeing you today and i dunno why i feel so sad suddenly... i wanna tok to you but i cant, cos it'll show that i care too much abt u.Imran, same faith shared amoung us uh? haiz... my heart is numb with all this things... no more love no more hate and most importantly... no more you...Was wondering why i cant get angry with u... izzit cos i'm soft hearted? i guess not since i can be angry with a certain someone for like half a year.... i really dunno if i can hold on till 5 may... until then, you should seriously enjoy ur life since its a tragedy to know certain stuff... pls pls pls pls pls pls pls start taking care bout yourself cos i dun wanna c you sick... dun make the people that loves you worried... when i saw what u wrote on msn, i wished i was the one siffering from all that... but what can i do? all i can do is feel heartbroken at a distance and not even able to show concern to you when i really wan to...
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! YAY!!!! (:

你是谁?我已经不认识了... c0mments! Had NP today, ok la... considered quite slack today,since i was stuck in mp1 for like 2 hrs for master parade and other stuff but the rifle drills was abit fail... i bang so hard that my elbow is now bruised and my sprained thumb is still acting up... >.< was this how u felt when u sprain ur thumb?

You wrote in msn that u had gastric pain... Didn't i told you that you should not skip meals? Skipping meal is not a way to go slim... in fact, it not only hurts your body but make you gain weight... >.< Moreever, you're not fat at all la... stop being so self critical can? stop thinking that your health is a joke... Think bout others can? You're already a class chair person currently... But what am i? i'm still someone hu destruct lessons in the middle of the hour and do badly in exams... (: I guess nothing can prevent the things that happened from happening... ):

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着... c0mments! Was in school for like the whole day today and is leaving for tuition soon... >.< SEC 3 life is not as fun as sec 2 life... ): was starting to like A maths cos its quite challenging... (: Chemistry is still as confusing as it is... but i'm somehow trying to pay as much attention as possible... (: I dunno whats wrong with me this year... suddenly feel interested with studying... or izzit jus a slack-too-much symptom? (:

Hah... u became a class chair person... Does it mean that i am wrong to say that you're only thinking bout urrself? i dunno why... whenever i c ur face, its like the only antidote that cure my frustrations. Everything that i planned on doing on you jus got destroyed whenever your smile gets into my eyes.. >.< I really dunno la... I'm still confused, still stuck and still struggling...

我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你... c0mments! today was the first day of school and i'm already dying la... june holiday faster come can?I bet the workload will be like twice as much la... >.< And long pants suck big time!!! its like super hot la... my pants was like at my knee when i was having lessons... >.<

You know whats the thing that makes me feel distant from you? The feeling that you're from a very fortunate family where you dont have to be troubled by anything thats going on... It makes me feel that you're somehow spoilt. Is this why everyone should give in to you? Everything oso their fault la? I noe you're good to your frens and all this but theres one thing that you always fail to do... To put yourself into others shoes.Do you know how others feel when u do a certain thing? For example, me... when u give me relunctant replies, do you know how i feel? i'ld rather you tell me you're busy. When you dun even reply my convos how do you think i feel lik? When you tell me u dunno how you feel. do you know how pain it was for me to accept that sentence even when i say i dun mind? OK since you r like such a exam person i use it as an example k? its like u got an A1 and ur teacher suddenly tell you that she's not sure whether u got A1 or u failed...
Whatever that i've said to you just now is the truth.Even though its hurtful, its for your own good... After  knowing me for two years, do you still think that i will say hurtful stuff to you just to hurt you without any meanings behind? U told me that you changed... but have you changed? trust me, NO... You still think that you've done ur best but she did not appreciate it... Like i said, nothing last FOREVER.I may be paranoid but i'm afraid that by the time you understands the importance of all this, its too late already.Lastly... love you...

I want to remain smiling like this somehow without hurting you... c0mments! People ask me why i wear the white wristband and my answer for them is" for fun ". But the actual reason is... it is to remind me how disappointed i was... ):

was out today with rebirth and charmaine and went jamming... i messed up cassis... but at the end of the day still ok la... after that we went cutting our hair... I REGRETTED CUTTING MY FRINGE... I MISS YOU DEAR FRINGE... PLS GROW QUICK QUICK AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... DUN BE CURLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sadness Overwhelmed c0mments! Happy New Year everyone! 2010 was filled with happiness and sadness and i really enjoyed myself as i walked in my school as a student of class 202.Early in the morning i went for table tennis at qihua primary and almost died with all the tireness but i went straight to tzesian house to jam! super fun... (: Went to papa's shop and saw him walking around with lots of drinks and stacking them into the refrigerator... It was then when i realised that papa and mama had turned older than i expected... Papa mama I love you... (: may all your dreams come true in 2011.


My new year's resolution is to improve in basketball,table tennis, guitaring and my studies! (: heehee... Was practising casis again and again... i love the SOLO!!!!! super nice... (:

Was talking to my fren yesterday night and suddenly talked bout u... i can still feel that heart wrecking feeling when i noe that your answer was "i dunno"...