Its really quite fun to have a blog that no one visits... (: since i'll be able to post my TRUE feelings abt some stuff... (: A have been overseas for like a few weeks and there's rarely any news from her, i'm still kinda guilty bout that e-mail that i sent since i dun really mean what i say in some of the paragraphs but i was really angry with A... Now that i'm thinking bout it again, i somehow think that it is my fault for pressurizing A too much but can she please put herself into my shoe? Do you know how thick-skinned i feel? where are you when i need you? What were you thinking when u sent that first e-mail to me? 

Now that i've like poured out some of my stuff, i really think i feel much better... (: 7.30 is tuition tmie and i'm currently about to close my eyes... haiz... Bye blog! i'll update you tomoro... (: