谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我? c0mments! My cousin went back to malaysia today... he was here since sunday and i am really enjoying myself when he's around... (: How i wish everyone is as ingenuous as my cousin, then there will be no sorrow, no backstabbing and no sadness...

Maybe if my heart stops beating, it wont hurt this much. c0mments! I've been rotting at home, and longing to play either basketball or table tennis but i've yet to finish my holiday homeworks... Since my baby cousin is coming to my house, i took out all my toys and cleaned them so that he can play! (:
I've been wanting to end all this but there's something inside that pulls me back... i dunno why,whenever i c u, everything that i planned to do is ruined... So what is wrong?

Rebirth Cover- The Gazette (Casis) c0mments!

Because You Live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky... c0mments! Today's so funnnnnnn.... (: went back for table tennis for the first time this year... And kinda suck at table tennis already.... ): nvm la... i was nv pro in it... Phoa Xin Ting still owe me drink... Cos i won her... which is like so awesome since i've not been playing for like i dunno how long... HAHAHAHAHAHA.... (:

In the end only my tears will fall... c0mments! By:Ss501
Because I'm Stupid lyrics
 
VERSE 1:
Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

VERSE 2:
You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall
BRIDGE 1:
I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhhhh)

CHORUS 1:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 3:
You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

BRIDGE 2:
Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

CHORUS 2:
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

VERSE 4:
Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

CHORUS 3:
There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

海鸟跟鱼相爱，变成一场意外。 c0mments!

Its really quite fun to have a blog that no one visits... (: since i'll be able to post my TRUE feelings abt some stuff... (: A have been overseas for like a few weeks and there's rarely any news from her, i'm still kinda guilty bout that e-mail that i sent since i dun really mean what i say in some of the paragraphs but i was really angry with A... Now that i'm thinking bout it again, i somehow think that it is my fault for pressurizing A too much but can she please put herself into my shoe? Do you know how thick-skinned i feel? where are you when i need you? What were you thinking when u sent that first e-mail to me? 

Now that i've like poured out some of my stuff, i really think i feel much better... (: 7.30 is tuition tmie and i'm currently about to close my eyes... haiz... Bye blog! i'll update you tomoro... (:

One Of The Songs That I Love... c0mments! 周杰伦-我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Your Smile Brightens Up My Day (: c0mments! Back for a pretty short post here... (: overall... i'm still confused... confused by what you've done and how you reacted... i kept records of things that we did but all that just brought me more misery when i flipped through each page...

珊瑚海- 周杰伦&Lara c0mments! 海平面遠方開始陰霾 悲傷要怎麼平靜純白

我的臉上 始終挾帶 一抹淺淺的無奈

你用唇語說你要離開 (心不在)

那難過無聲慢了下來

洶湧潮水 你聽明白

不是浪而是淚海

轉身離開 (你有話說不出來) 分手說不出來

海鳥跟魚相愛 只是一場意外

我們的愛 （給的愛） 差異一直存在 （回不來）

風中塵埃 （等待）竟累積成傷害

轉身離開 分手說不出來

蔚藍的珊瑚海 錯過瞬間蒼白

當初彼此（你我都） 不夠成熟坦白 (不應該)

熱情不在 (你的) 笑容勉強不來

愛深埋珊瑚海

毀壞的沙雕如何重來 有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋

只是一切 結束太快 你說你無法釋懷

貝殼裡隱藏什麼期待 (等花兒開 )

我們也已經無心再猜

面向海風(面向海風)

鹹鹹的愛(鹹鹹的愛)

嚐不出還有未來

轉身離開 (你有話說不出來) 分手說不出來

海鳥跟魚相愛 只是一場意外

我們的愛 （給的愛） 差異一直存在 （回不來）

風中塵埃 （等待）竟累積成傷害

轉身離開 分手說不出來

蔚藍的珊瑚海 錯過瞬間蒼白

當初彼此（你我都） 不夠成熟坦白 (不應該)

熱情不在 (你的) 笑容勉強不來

愛深埋珊瑚海

Reviving this dead blog c0mments! Hah... I think its time i start to blog again... since this blog seems dead... okie... i shall (: Everyday is a new start...