Wats wrong? c0mments! Why izzit that everything will not be normal once the truth is unveiled? why cant we jus remain the same?

爱? c0mments! Was shocked ttm by the email that i saw yesterday... I'm trying as much as i can to make the proposal as well organised and as well done as possible... I think everyone in our squad is doing their best to make sure that our seniors got what they deserve throughout their leadership and the 4 years they spent in npcc... The dateline is on sunday... I dont think i can do anything in peace with it undone... DD: haish... My homeworks are piling up... i owe ms chong 3 chi compo... BOOOOO... haish... will finish it by this week i hope...

I'm sorry... I really dunno how i'm feeling... I guess the reason why i feel so lost now is because you hit almost all the points that i'm confused of..... You're constantly in my mind i would say but whenever trouble or unhappiness strikes me, I dunno why but you seem to be second in my name list... LOVE... a four letter word which is not understood by alot of ppl including me... I should just give up on finding what it really means...

FMLTTFM c0mments! Dear mom,
You promised me that i do not need to go for tuition today and suddenly yesterday,when i asked u,u said that i have to go. Its the second time you're doing that you know... can u understand how pissed i feel now? U tell me go father shop help out. I helped him until he told me that its ok he can manage then i go hang out with my frens rite? Do you know what exactly happened before u scold me? When i tell you that i seriously dont feel lik going tuition,your reply is always "还钱了不要去啊?" which leaves me nothing to say since i noe that we are not rich and you are the one paying for my tuition fees.I noe that ama is sick and you wanna go back malaysia take care of her and u wan me to go shop help pa but you got see the number of books piling in my room not? u got c the amount of homework i have not? So if i dont go tuition, u scold. I dont help pa,u scold. I dun do well for exam/homework,u scold. Never help in housework,u scold. WHAT THE HELL YOU WAN??? I not superman can???? Seriously,i'm tired....
i love you... but i'm pissed
with love,
your son....

Disappointed and tired c0mments! Hah... today kinda sucked.... Early in the morning knew that i didnt get promoted to seargent... yay... >.< after studying till 12 i didnt pass... (: Then knew tat A maths scored 5/40. everything that i thought i knew was wrong due to carelessness.... hah... After that i really cannot take it lerh... went for chem and got back my paper.... 12.5/42... And mdm eoi said that i didn't study at all... welll ya, i dun blame her for saying that, cos i didn't showed tat i studied... truth be told, the night before i had tuition and when i reached home, it was ten... so i studied till 1 before i slept... So does it shows tat studying dont work?  I studied ms alina's file, read thru mdm eoi's notes and did exercises... but what did i get? i got 20.5 marks gone due to carelessness... What about A maths? i studied hist and A maths till 2 the night before but all was gone due to carelessness... i seriously felt like dying u noe?! the feeling that u r wronged for smth u've not done, the feeling when u know how to do the question but got it wrong due to careless... the feeling of knowing how to do that question but not enough time to do... the highest score for chem was 38/42.. Doesn't this shows that i suck?